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Told by Daniel

I felt fine until my watch disagreed.

Daniel checks the app before checking how he feels.

Breakfast continued to be available while the watch was facing the table.

Breakfast continued to be available while the watch was facing the table.

I was halfway through breakfast, feeling reasonably ordinary, when my watch informed me that the night had gone badly. I put down my spoon and considered whether I had been tired all along without noticing.

There was a graph. Several colours. A number sufficiently specific to seem like someone had been in the room taking notes. I opened yesterday’s result for comparison. My cereal became soft.

I tried to remember being asleep.

This proved difficult. I remembered getting into bed, waking once and hearing the alarm. The app suggested a much more eventful production. I could neither confirm nor dispute most of it.

I liked the watch for running routes and knowing roughly how my week looked. Somewhere along the way I had started treating its morning summary as an instruction about what kind of day I was permitted to have.

I wrote down a different question.

Was I regularly struggling to sleep or stay awake during the day? That would be worth discussing with a clinician. A consumer wellness score by itself was not a diagnosis. The sleep-medicine guidance I read distinguished a gadget’s data from an actual medical evaluation.

I turned off the morning score notification. I could still look at patterns later, if they were useful. I did not need the number beside my bowl before I had even noticed the weather.

The spoon was where I left it.

This was not the first time I had allowed a timer to make an ordinary activity weird. Owen still occasionally asked about my cold-plunge stopwatch. I chose not to provide him with new material.

I finished the cereal and went about my day. The next morning I checked whether there was milk before checking anything on my wrist. One of those facts could immediately improve breakfast.

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